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I know I have been difficult to contactm not massively good at communicating or replying and it may seem that I have kinda dropped off out of sight for a bit. There is a reason.
Mostly this is due to my doctor saying I had to.
I always like to think of myself as the sort of person who will always be there for everyone I know, no matter what the cost. However my doctor has advised me this will lead to an early grave, because I apparently ignore my symptoms and health when this happens.
I have not been taking my medictaion as regular as I should have and this has led to a bunch of my organs not working at peak performance. It has also led to minor nerve damage as well has my joints aching a lot more.
I mean I have been diagnosed with three viruses in the last 4 months, all of them had to be checked out by nurses to ensre they weren't pig related. They were not which is a bonus.
So my doctor has been counselling that I am doing too much for people I care about and he has made the compelling argument that I can not help people if I am ill in bed and unable to move.
Sensible man that doctor of mine.
So I do not want to seem like I do not care, I do, I really do care for each and everyone of my friends. But I have had to take my doctor's advice and be less social and less active for a short period of time.
The upside is that when I am taking my meds I am much more stable and healthier person. I have gone through all the nasty side effects of my meds and I can now function better than I have done in the past.
So If have been a jerk recently it may be because I was having huge mood swings. Or it may be that I have had to weigh the options of coming out against trying not to be ill. Or I may possibly have just been a jerk,
Who knows?
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Have not updated for a bit and I only have one thing to say.
I am soon to lose one of the best friends I ahve had in nrowich as she moves out of the county on Friday.
I just spent the evening with her, and we had a grnd ol' time. Just makes me sad she has to go really.
This in turn makes me sad tht so many of the people I love have left my proximity for one reason or another.
Perhaps I need to make more friends
also Pizza is good for sharing, let's do that.Current Mood:  sad |
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Dec. 25th, 2008 @ 10:12 pm
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Lucy and Ian are awesome, never let anyone say any different!
it rocked!Current Mood: ecstatic |
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In no particular order.
1: I do not need to be in what other people term to be in a relationship to be happy.
2: I am much better as a person when i can release my creative energy on a regular basis(such as Gming or writing or critiquing)
3: I should stop caring what random people think. My friends, are allowed to express negative opinion of me and I will honestly listen to them, everyone else, well I will smile and nod at you
4: I will attempt to be just me, sadly not sure who that is anymore, but I am sure I will eventually work it out.
5: I will try to dance more often randomly, seems to make people smile or at least laugh at me, but given number 3, who gives a damn?
6: Despite R+J not being the best production in the world, it has made me pine for the theatre. I will try to watch it more often and I may actually pay some subsidies and attempt to join Maddermarket. (must remember to ask Harriet if she wants to see the threepenny Opera)
7: I should pay better attention to my faith in God.
8: I so need to budget better and exercise more. I am not that bad looking when I actually try.
9: I should stop reading things into situations, not everyone has an agenda.
10: Poetry Sundays seems to be going well, if you wish to be taken off the list just ask, I promise I won't be offended . . .(much :-p)
Eternally loving as always
JoN
Nov. 26th, 2008 @ 11:33 pm
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whoever you like, do not open the link below if you really have no cares about my welfare it will just bore you, a lot
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Nov. 14th, 2008 @ 11:03 pm
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I had dinner with somone who was very nice to me today. She has helped me see how stupidI am being over the girl. I ahve made a resolution to slowly lose the girl a little. I will need support in this matter
Werewolf on Saturday Brilliant
Hallowe'en on friday should be fun,
I am considering running an rpg on thursday nights. I will need to find my rpg books for this to work.
this is only rreally a mini update.
I am dumb sometimes.
I have strated a mini poetry club, Itext a pom to all many friend son sundays. If you wnat to be added ensure I ahve your phone number. they are not very inspired but they are making me happy.
*hugs*
I need to see my friends more. help me to help you!
good night
JoN
Oct. 30th, 2008 @ 12:33 am
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So, let me see.
I am not sure how my relationship with girl is going. Technically we are not dating, but I do spend most if not all my free time with her. Flirting has hit an all time high between us. And no alcohol has been involved for a while. I will continue to see how it plays out. I am enjoying my time at the moment though.
I start new work on Monday. Should be exciting. Life could be a lot worse.
I have lost enough mass to go down a belt size.
Tori bought me a new belt as a present!
JoN is pleased.
I think I ma happy, ut it may be too soon to know.
*hugs* for you guys out there.
Talk to you soon
JoN
Oct. 23rd, 2008 @ 12:42 am
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I like to think I am trying to be regular with updates.
I have now left BT, in around 10 days I will start working with Norwich City Council. I will miss the poeple at BT but not the job.
Farscape, as always was awesome.
I am still no better love life wise, but then I am no worse, so I think that's kinda like progress . . .
Still not drunk.
Not sure what I can do to be happier. but I will do what I can i suppose.
I ahve had some arguments with my close frineds, but then I suppose we got better, so it oculd ahve been worse. They jsut love me enough to try and protect me.
Well, if you want me to be more specific about anything just ask and I will be honest I suppose. I just can;t think of anything at the moment.
Be well and happy my friends!
Oct. 16th, 2008 @ 01:24 am
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I feel it is important to let out the little things in life every so often.
Lifeis pretty good. My friends seem to be happy. They are all worth knowing and very worth my time. I love them all in varying degrees of course.
I went back to work today after 8 weeks of being off sick. everybody was very nice, thye all noticed I ahd dropped a lot of weight, roughly 5kg according to my doctor.
I feel I should visit more people. cos visiting is awesome. I am starting this by seeing the Cactus tomorrow. I need to visit more people I love more often. I will be attending Grant/Chris' birthday thing. I will be seeing some people on saturday. I will try to rememebr to text Ian about a sabbat debrief. I will try to make sure everybody who loves me knows I love them.
Also if you are privilegedto hug Lucy R,you know how awesome she is and how awesome she has always been. Yay, Go Lucy!
I am not drunk at all.
I am , I think happy, I like to think I am anyway. Farscape is a good game, I enjoy the fact Chris lets me get away with so much. I love to think that I have helped him to become the amazing GM he is today.
Soon I will begin playing in Hal's Kult game, to meet new people if nothing else.
No one seems to hate me, some of my friends think I am dumbass, but then that is me on occassion.
I will continue the diet and healthy eating. I will try to be positive. I will be a better person, and considering I am already pretyy up there in the levels of greatness (:-P) then that is saying something.
Be well my friends, for EviL JoN says you should be. enjoy your life, enjoy the company of friends, enjoy alcohol sensibly
JoN
Oct. 9th, 2008 @ 12:03 am
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So in case you cared in anyway, in no particular order here are some things which have happened.
My little sister Meg has gotten engaged. ou must all be happy for her, I do not care who you are, be happy, right now darnit!
My niece has come to study in London, though she dislikes the grime, this is the closest she has been in distanc to me for more than a year. It makes me smile that if I had the funds i could visit her briefly
I had a very brief relationshop with a woman who is totally mad, and if I were a better looking chap we may still be together. I do still love her lots and lots though. Aaaah well.
I have also realised that I have been falling for another girl I have known for years, but did not think about it much until I talked to someone else. I am not sureif asking her out after all these years is a good idea, probably not. But then everybody likes to be told they are attractive right? She is probably reading this, but then I doubt she would know it's her, because well, because she puts herself down so often and I want to say stop it, and give her a slap about her life. Some people will never know how attractive they are, becausethey think terminally they are not
I have a medical thing soon to see if I am able to work for local govenrment. So you should all wish me luck! Luck Luck Luck!
I may currently be a little tipsy, just so you know!
I would like to publicy annouce I love the following people as my closest and dearesy friends, in no order.
- Jon M, Richard, Dave, Alison, Wednesday, Cactus, Chris P, Chris F, Sarah, Tori Puppy, Meg, Ali and Ian J.
I love a lot of other people, but these people save me from myself and others daily.
I have made a resolution to be fitter and slimmer. I do not know if this will happen, but I want it to now. After all these years of tyring to be an ugly bugger, I finally want to be handsome again.
So this potential new job , will mean more money, which will mean I will begin lose those debts which will mean a nicer lifestyle. Yay!
I am becoming an blood uncle to an upcoming Nephew in December. He will be so cute, oh yes he will.
I reckon I need to expand my social circle,cos I love meeting new people.
I think that is evreything.
I love you lots, and you should all enjoy that love.
If any of you think you can help me let me know. If you thinkyou are the girl in the 5th Paragraph ask, and I will tell you the honest truth,. Being timid rarely gets you where you want to be.
JoN
(who is kinda funny, apparently)
P.S. Excuse spelling please, thanks
Oct. 2nd, 2008 @ 12:13 am
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Mar. 25th, 2008 @ 06:19 am
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Irealise for some of you Scrooge's out there this is insanely early, but today is my Christmas celebration, and I am looking forward to it.
For those in the know, you will know why I do it before the 18th and I thank those of you who do know for helping me get through another year.
Though I will mention it tonight , whilst very drunk I am sure.
That is all I really wanted to say.
except . . .Is it sad that I thought I heard Santa downstairs in my living room last night . . .?
Dec. 15th, 2007 @ 05:29 am
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. . .to provide a proper update but then I saw a meme and decided to do that instead.
I may have stole this from Suzanne
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Aug. 30th, 2007 @ 05:53 pm
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I now have my shiney new phone. Same number as befor. Please text me if you want me to have copy of your phone number, thank you
JoN
Jun. 14th, 2007 @ 05:25 pm
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My phone has had an accident involving it and my washing machine and me turningon said washing machine whilst phone was located within
This means my mobile is not working and thta my sim Card is , well, buggered. So I will have to ask you all for copies of your numbers at some point.
I will update again when my new phone arrives.
Thank you for reading.
Jun. 10th, 2007 @ 04:33 pm
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